昨晚我們出席了熊仔的送別會. 我一踏進那裡, 一看到他的照片, 我的眼淚就不受控地不停流出來.那是一張拍的很好的照片, 他穿著畢挺西裝, 顯然精神奕奕, 笑容相當燦爛; 一看照片的背景, 很明顯那是大半年前大家一窩蜂去映的見工相...我完全感受到他拍照時的心情: 搵工的惶恐, 對未知的將來既興奮又擔心...但誰會想到這張會是大半年後自己的遺照呢??
自從我得知他的消息後, 心情很沉重但感覺還未十分真實;昨天所感受到的, 卻是我想像不到的震撼...
我想了很多問題...
如果他6年前知道自己的命運, 他還會選擇讀醫嗎? 還是選擇輕鬆快樂地過這幾年呢?至少可以做更多自己想做的事...
如果可以選擇, sudden death 好啲, 還是有絕症, 可以估計自己餘下多少時間好呢?
如果我死了, 我有冇像樣一點的相片呢?(映得瘦啲) 我有冇咁多朋友同我講bye bye 呢?
想到這裡, 我的小手握緊了nel 的手...手電響起, 是媽媽叫我回家記得飲湯, 心頭一暖...
抬頭看, 天空多美...
我還活著...是多麼的幸運...
熊仔, 安息...
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I was also shocked when you told me this when we had dinner that night though I have never met your friend.
I guess God are putting these sad things happened to the people we know so that we will treasure each moment of our lives and realise how fortunate and blessed we are. Yet sometimes I do wonder why that's not me? why am i still on the Earth breathing, talking and thinking?
I like the saying: "Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the number of moments that take our breath away". That's true...if we do believe in eternity (be it the Heaven that I believe in, or the life cycle that you may have a thought about), why do we still care about the no. of years that we may live here in this space which lasts at most for say, 75 or 80 years? There are too many things we want to do but too little time. See how fast time flies...it's amost 2006 already! Enjoy each day and take care (sleep more ah!!).
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